消息一传开,大家都很高兴,但还是有人会眼红,说为什么世界那么不公平, 也有些人表面上说我是lucky gal, 但心里还是很不爽。但我也管不了了，大事庆祝三个礼拜，和大家分享那份喜悦。中奖第二天就请全体同事去大吃一餐。爸妈高兴到睡不着，很快就安排这个星期六请benson他们全部人来我家吃吃喝喝。下个礼拜请全部阿姨去海景吃吃喝喝。车还没拿到，我想还要一个星期吧。
大家问我你几时回来，要不要等你回来才庆祝，我说我不知道。我也不想问，问了也许你也不会老实说，也许对你而言那也是你的隐私，我只问了你去的事情却不敢再问你回的事情。我就决定不需要等，有些高兴的感觉等太久就淡了，叫他们去安排。心里对你突然陌生起来，不知道你在想什么，不知道你是否也像我那样高兴，或许你觉得我过分高兴，或许你觉得小事一桩，也或许你在那已经和朋友庆祝了。
5 comments:
Congrat! U r so lucky
放开吧。。给自己一个机会向外看。。
学戏里所说的“不要为了一棵树，放弃整个森林”。。不是叫你放荡。。
sorry i don't know him as what u mentioned in ur blog but from the view u wrote abt him.. seem like he is not 重视你。
放开。。给自己一个机会。。有可能在短时间或者长时间里找到一个比他更好的呢。。或者在现在你的身边已出现了， 只是你没察觉到，因你的注意力已放在他而已。
试试放开自己吧。
Jo, sorry for late reply. My pc got problem, cant use chinese words. That why didnt update my blog.Anyway tks for ur advice. I hope i can.mb that he not tat not 重视 me,the main reason is he not love me. so 'cham' right?hehe
yes it is 'cham'.. u love someone but he doesn't love u.
may b u think i m just 斋talk, coz talk is easy than action.
I did have same feeling.. Everyone can be 'lost' or at the end corner, dunno what to do.. But u start to release urself, change focus, u will see brightness in front of u. I think u do have such situation in your business.
I did met such situation. That time i didn't know what to do when i knew someone i love betrayed me and.. did many thing try to settle issues .. but really hard. After think for quite long time.. really made hard decision to say off. To relase both, let 2 person go; otherwise never ending both sides suffer or one ppl would die or..
Jo, so at the end u can let go him/her? wat ur feel again him/her now?
yes, i was the one who said break.
i was damn tired at that time. i couldn't coupe to face so many things, people & his nonsense action. if i didn't say it.. i may not be here at your blog honestly.
last time i did think how come he can do like this even we were together for many years.. But i talked to myself tat i was really tired to go across all these. i shouldn't look back, can't think abt him anymore. Let everything go.
we r like stranger. we did meet at friends' gathering, wedding dinners,.. he is the one who does this first then i accomplish it, not going toward to say hi. But i do tell my current lover that the guy is my ex.
he is so 绝.. what i feel is i have wasted my time so long with him.
now i won't miss him coz i have my own life and same to him.
all have to go..
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